"überspiritual"

enlightenment conquers my soul
somethimes
i feel so strong and invincible
and i aknowledge
it's because of God

full of hope
i dare to promise
i'll triumph
because of God

and then


after some triumphs


i get slaughtered


by hopelessness
by loneliness
by weakness

by reality.


enlightenment is perfect
reality is not.


and then


i'll remeber


hope


because of God.


(i have to think about this interesting word "überspiritual" i picked up in Brennan Mannings book "All is grace")